Just had one of the days where everything is slowly coming into perspective. I've realised how much I value the close friendships that I've made over the past year. With two people in particular, who I just cant imagine not being friends with in the future. Its ridiculous that I've known them so long and we never made that friendship earlier. I really really regret it. Because now with one year left and everyone going off to uni... I feel like time is running out. Sure, everyone says they stay in touch, but who knows what will happen?
I've also come to realise how much time i waste bitching and being negative and jealous or whatever. What is the point in any of that? It's terribly cliché but life is short. Which is why, I've decided I want my last year of school to be meaningful, I want to make the most of it, I want all good memories, so that when I leave, although it will be sad I can remember all the good times I had and the amazing people I was with.
Like I said, this is way beyond the realm of cringe... but this blog is not for pandering on about what i think other people will want to hear. This blog is simply about regurgiatating whats on my mind... so one day I can look back to a certain time in my life and know exactly how I was feeling or what I was doing. This blog is all about memories, because in all 17 years and 7 months of my life... i have never been able to complete a diary.
Thank god for technology!
I'm out xo
