Haven't blogged in four months. not that reads my rubbish.
Regardless of this fact, I'm still going to update because i hate being neglective of things.
Swiftly moving on...What have i been up to?
The usual...school school school. A levels really do take over your life. right now i would say i am at the peak of mounth stress-verest. probably due to the fact that i have two exams in 3 days.
shitting bricks is probably the only way to describe my current state of mind.
however 2 weeks to go and all the worry and anxiety will be over.
till result day that is.
I feel as if things are coming to an end. So much has changed this year and looking back i can hardly believe any of it happened. This time next year, everyone will be saying their goodbyes. It's weird to think that i will finally leave a place that accomodated 7 years of my life. But this time it will be for good. Not like last time where i could come back. This time it will be forever.
Forever, is such a final word. A word I scarcely use because i rarely stumble or acquire things in life that last forever. And in this case, it's sad to say but i doubt that many of the friendships i have now will continue or last forever so to speak. Not that I don't want them to. Of course there's people i cannot imagine my life without. But realistically, we'll all be scattered across the country, some people at unis, some people abroad, some people at home.... Who knows what will happen? All i know is that there will most definitely be tears at the end of it.
